Grace's Mind-it-on-your-own

Jo, probably you're right. Especially since i am usually the leader for our group's projects. =)

But i do know that i do have depression bouts whenever i am really alone. i just don't know why.

Ah! too much to research about! Am going crazy! AaaaHHHHHHHHHH! Hahahahaha! =)

See yah all! ("-")

Back to the world of blogging! =) Thanks Drew! =)

We won't be having classes tomorrow, June 24, because it is Araw ng Maynila or Manila Day. Cool! =)

I went to La Salle yesterday to meet with my groupmates and work on our project. I did enjoy it, but i did feel drowsy all day because i spent the previous evening checking my hotmail account, which contained almost 90-something emails, and i woke up by 730am the following morning, which was on June 22. But alas! when i got home i watched tv until 12 MN before i went to bed, feeling somewhat sad, lonely is the right word. I just didn't know why. But anyway, i went straight to bed once it struck 12 MN.

Oh! There are still a lot of things to attend to. Anyway, i got to go finish checking my mails. I'll get back to you guys! =)

Che, Jo, thanks for continuing to be there for me! and thank you too, for all the others out there! =)

See yah! ("-")

i can't wait for the webpage to be up. =)

Another day, the same life.

as i wasting my precious time away at the Gokongwei computer lab, well not really wasting time because you see I am trying to find sites where i can FLASH 5, i can't help feeling sleepy. I have to wait for my Digitla class, from 230-530 pm, to start. And it is only an hour away....

i must be talking gibberish. Who would have thought that i would be like this? Anyone?

School, sort of slow right now, but it will accelerate to 4 projects a second after a few more weeks. That is why i am trying to enjoy time away from it, but to the disadvantage of meeting with these projects a few meetings later, asking for my concentration so that i won't fail anymore subjects. They can be pretty distracting, but what can i do? Projects are all around me and any CS students.

Ever found anything weird or so out-of-this-world about our life? TELL ME. =)

Anyway, i don't really know what i want to say. Anyway....

("-")

The first week of school is great, although the reality of classes starting hit me hard today. I started feeling lonely, even if i don't have the time to do so. I just got tired of going from one place to another that i don't really happy anymore. It is just the start, i just hope that my outlook will change.

I miss a lot of things, a lot of people, a lot of places, and a lot of memories. i just don't know which to miss first. Is it me, or is it something else? i always feel different, well all of us feel different, right? But why am i darn so self-conscious about it? Why? I can't even say anything good for today.

I didn't really build much friendships. I only knew some, but never many. Self-discovery: I never discovered that much. Self-reliance:Why do i feel the need to have a lot of others in my life? Self-confidence: Why can't i help my self? Selfishness: Why am i always wanting to be better than others, in all aspects? Myself: i feel empty, again, though not empty for how would i feel this emptiness.

Hay....... ("__")